shadowgirl1
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I know I may be coming across too literal but honestly I've being going through this apathetic phase. Through this phase I've become very self confident almost arrogant. During school I'll see a group of girls looking at me and snickering at me, I get like really cocky like sort of like " Ha, keep it up because I can demand attention when I want". They can think I'm ugly, call me names which they have but It just fuels me as I'm some sort of masochistic.
I'm black, and usually other black males laugh at me all the time when I walk by, clowning, rude jokes. It's mainly because of my style, but It just doesn't phase me anymore I'm so smug about it. I'm really only thinking" You're proving me right now, right now, Typical reactions, keep laughing, at the end of the day i'm still thin, and attractive and I love my own company god I'm such a genius"
I know I sound like an a total a$$ hole, but i'm usually shy so it's a quiet confidence with a smirk.
Does this happen with any of you?
Thanks MedNerd, that would just fuel me up even more. I think you missed the fact I added "quiet confidence". You know highschool is cruel kids laugh at the quiet all the time *yawn*
I'm black, and usually other black males laugh at me all the time when I walk by, clowning, rude jokes. It's mainly because of my style, but It just doesn't phase me anymore I'm so smug about it. I'm really only thinking" You're proving me right now, right now, Typical reactions, keep laughing, at the end of the day i'm still thin, and attractive and I love my own company god I'm such a genius"
I know I sound like an a total a$$ hole, but i'm usually shy so it's a quiet confidence with a smirk.
Does this happen with any of you?
Thanks MedNerd, that would just fuel me up even more. I think you missed the fact I added "quiet confidence". You know highschool is cruel kids laugh at the quiet all the time *yawn*