Why do I have the urge to become lesbian and feel good about it, then be so

[NancyFrances]

confused about it? I've had feelings for girls since I was nine years old. I am now seventeen, but I just need some advice to see what I really want right now because I have the feeling that I'm just a lesbian and that nothing is going to ever change that. I'm confused, but at the same time I know what I want. I love boobs, vagina and the personality of girls and the appearance. I've been attracted to this one girl for about a year now. I think I might be in love with her. I've looked at guys since then, but it's not the emotional, nor physical connected at all. I need some advice about this. Thanks. I need some serious, mature answers.