Okay so I'm 13 and ever since I was 12 (yes I know that doesn't seem like a long time but I'm actually turning 14 in may) I've obsessed over black people light colored eyes or asians with hazel eyes. Basically anyone who was of a certain ethnicity but didn't have the same common eye color.. I've also been on this search to find the perfect colored contacts that wont look fake or anything. I've always wanted pretty eyes.. except now I'm scaring myself cause I see now I'm not just jealous I'm obsessed. So now I want to know what should I do to deal with this?