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I constantly think about how much better my life could be. My life isn't that bad but its getting better and worse at he same time. i am a 13 year old girl and i live with my dad my mom died 4 years ago.
I eat more often then i used to...but im growing and have a fast metabolism so that could be it i guess. i can never fall asleep for hours but once i am i never want to get up the next day and have to convince myself up. I feel like i have no friends...but i have enough.
I just had a fight with my dad again and my grandma lives next door and constantly nags me and everything in my house hold is stress stress stress and it drives me crazy. I feel like i am constantly weighted down on the inside so i don't like going to friends houses much id rather stay home. i am thin and pretty but it always seems like guys don't like me....guys i meet ast school hate me but guys i meet out of school do (they usually meet the real me)
and i don't know life feels so hard all the time and i couldn't count how many times ive cried myself to sleep i think iv been oppressing things for the past 4 years and i cant say anything to my dad ever he gets angry at the littlest things and when ever i think anything is wrong with me he worries about the medical bill and assumes im faking it. the one time he actually believed me was when i was in bed for over a week because my lower left side hurt and so i couldn't move and i ran a fever of 103, but i still never went to the doctor and im getting these pains more and more often. am i just being whiny or could i be depressed?
I constantly think about how much better my life could be. My life isn't that bad but its getting better and worse at he same time. i am a 13 year old girl and i live with my dad my mom died 4 years ago.
I eat more often then i used to...but im growing and have a fast metabolism so that could be it i guess. i can never fall asleep for hours but once i am i never want to get up the next day and have to convince myself up. I feel like i have no friends...but i have enough.
I just had a fight with my dad again and my grandma lives next door and constantly nags me and everything in my house hold is stress stress stress and it drives me crazy. I feel like i am constantly weighted down on the inside so i don't like going to friends houses much id rather stay home. i am thin and pretty but it always seems like guys don't like me....guys i meet ast school hate me but guys i meet out of school do (they usually meet the real me)
and i don't know life feels so hard all the time and i couldn't count how many times ive cried myself to sleep i think iv been oppressing things for the past 4 years and i cant say anything to my dad ever he gets angry at the littlest things and when ever i think anything is wrong with me he worries about the medical bill and assumes im faking it. the one time he actually believed me was when i was in bed for over a week because my lower left side hurt and so i couldn't move and i ran a fever of 103, but i still never went to the doctor and im getting these pains more and more often. am i just being whiny or could i be depressed?