I'm 16 and have always loved girls
I discovered porn in the 7th grade and was really turned on by girls
I have posted this question before but my problem has gotten worse
in my other post it explained why I thought that I was turning gay
any way before when this problem started I started to look at guys and there crotch on purpose to see if I enjoyed it and I didn't but now I look at guys radomly and fnd myself staring at there crotch sometimes. I don't know I'm doing this. Also when this problem started when I masterbated I tested myself by picturing my best friend but u didn't enjoy it but now when I do it to test myself I get aroused. I can see myself with a girl but I'm loosing attraction towards girls except the girls in porn turn me on but it doesn't feel the same as it used to. Now whenever I text or see my best friend I get really nervous and I don't know why. I can't really picture a gay relationship at all. I also tried looking at gay porn and it didn't get me that aroused the only thing that got me aroused was seeing a penis but now I feel bored with straight and lesbian porn but it still turns me on but not the way it used to. Now gay porn gets me more aroused than straight porn. When I view straight porn I sometimes find myself staring at the guy. I never used to do this. I don't know what's going on anymore. Is it because Im getting bored with porn because I gave viewed it for so long and i'm looking for something ecstotic. Is it because Im over obsessing over it for so long that my mind is starting to believe it. I need help please!
I discovered porn in the 7th grade and was really turned on by girls
I have posted this question before but my problem has gotten worse
in my other post it explained why I thought that I was turning gay
any way before when this problem started I started to look at guys and there crotch on purpose to see if I enjoyed it and I didn't but now I look at guys radomly and fnd myself staring at there crotch sometimes. I don't know I'm doing this. Also when this problem started when I masterbated I tested myself by picturing my best friend but u didn't enjoy it but now when I do it to test myself I get aroused. I can see myself with a girl but I'm loosing attraction towards girls except the girls in porn turn me on but it doesn't feel the same as it used to. Now whenever I text or see my best friend I get really nervous and I don't know why. I can't really picture a gay relationship at all. I also tried looking at gay porn and it didn't get me that aroused the only thing that got me aroused was seeing a penis but now I feel bored with straight and lesbian porn but it still turns me on but not the way it used to. Now gay porn gets me more aroused than straight porn. When I view straight porn I sometimes find myself staring at the guy. I never used to do this. I don't know what's going on anymore. Is it because Im getting bored with porn because I gave viewed it for so long and i'm looking for something ecstotic. Is it because Im over obsessing over it for so long that my mind is starting to believe it. I need help please!