When it comes to the whole dating concept, I feel uncomfortable with it. I've went out for a day with this guy in town and it was fun. but then my friends kept telling me it was a date, I felt really weird about it! I don't like that idea of dating anyone. It feels...too gushy and idk. I never liked gushy scenes in the movies or books etc. they are the most awkward thing for me and I usually skip them completely. When it comes to real life, >_<
I don't like the idea of dating people to get to know them, I prefer the idea of HANGING OUT as buddies. No dating. what so ever. until I feel good about it.
But that hasn't happened yet. Guys want to do the date stuff, I don't. I don't want to go to a movie like a couple, or anything like that. I feel weird just thinking about it.
My friend recently got into a relationship, I feel jealous of her, but at the same time I couldn't even handle the amount of dates she went on until she found the guy.
Plus I just don't notice guys at all most of the time. Going out, my friends and even my mom say I never notice them. I am so oblivious.
They say a cute guy could be smiling at me or something and then I'll be like "....what? I didn't notice :S."
I never make eye contact with guys. I just despise uncomfortable and awkward situations, I avoid them as much as possible.
I did force myself to call this guy I use to have a crush on, but then I got turned down. Then I tried to FLIRT, but I looked stupid and got turned down.
Idk I feel hopeless about everything involving the love world haha. My mom always tries to remind me to never lower my standards or anything.
But I feel like I am the type who will never have a relationship and feel comfortable. I will probably live with cats. xD
I don't like the idea of dating people to get to know them, I prefer the idea of HANGING OUT as buddies. No dating. what so ever. until I feel good about it.
But that hasn't happened yet. Guys want to do the date stuff, I don't. I don't want to go to a movie like a couple, or anything like that. I feel weird just thinking about it.
My friend recently got into a relationship, I feel jealous of her, but at the same time I couldn't even handle the amount of dates she went on until she found the guy.
Plus I just don't notice guys at all most of the time. Going out, my friends and even my mom say I never notice them. I am so oblivious.
They say a cute guy could be smiling at me or something and then I'll be like "....what? I didn't notice :S."
I never make eye contact with guys. I just despise uncomfortable and awkward situations, I avoid them as much as possible.
I did force myself to call this guy I use to have a crush on, but then I got turned down. Then I tried to FLIRT, but I looked stupid and got turned down.
Idk I feel hopeless about everything involving the love world haha. My mom always tries to remind me to never lower my standards or anything.
But I feel like I am the type who will never have a relationship and feel comfortable. I will probably live with cats. xD