so yea uhm..my dads in jail for another 10 months and my mums sufferig through depression n whenever she gets cut she has a go at me for no paticular reason....i no its wrong to abuse her back sinse shes my mum so i dont...i just dont no where i belong at the moment and bills flying everhwree and where gonna loose the house soon probaly...shes a real nice mum and all but soemtimes she just full on crys and i have to cheer her up when she doesnt take her anti depresence..sometiems i feel like the grown up...im to scared to call a counsillor but i really need the help... ive started phisically hurting myself which i keep regreting but yet i keep doing it...im just so lost at the moment can any1 help me and do you have advice i could have to get through this ... without mentioning counsilors....