How do i stop my bulimia and food hell?

[ChloeM]

And just recently bit of blood have been coming up... I really want to stop before its too late
I really want to stop purging but i cant... its usually after I've eaten dinner.

Throughout the day i usually consume a piece or 2 or toast, red bull, a meal replacement shake and fruit... i know i should eat more but i just cant..

Im at a healthy weight at 173cm and 69kg

im worried im gonna drop the a lot of weight but i want to... sorry for sounding confusing. loll

I just dont want my life to be based around food and s*it anymore

This pattern has started a few weeks ago

but I've had bulimia for a few years and i used to weigh less.

 

[JoanS]

go to your doctor and get help. before it is too late. if there is a part of you that wants to stop and know you should then go for it and talk to someone. that is what i have just done and i am so thankful that i did. i was told all the risks and found out how common sudden death is in people with bulimia and it gave me a wake up call and realised i need to stop this. please get help.