TiredofLonelyness
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people? Usually consciously or subconsciously I make decisions that leave me alone. For example I go to a university but chose to live off campus away from any place where other students live/hang out. I choose to not answer my cell phone when I know someone wants to hang out and eventually they stop calling (dont blame them). I have 3 close friends and pretty much never talk to anyone new.
I have childhood issues with feeling abandoned and believing subconsciously that it was my fault. How do I overcome my fear of rejection and just let myself have fun with people?
Iv been going to college for 2 semesters and honestly, I only made one new friend. I tried joining a club, but It felt awkward not knowing anyone, and no one seemed to want to start a conversation about anything. very awkward. I just wanted to put my head down and walk out. I feel like i present myself in a way where people don't want to talk to me.
Any suggestions?
I have childhood issues with feeling abandoned and believing subconsciously that it was my fault. How do I overcome my fear of rejection and just let myself have fun with people?
Iv been going to college for 2 semesters and honestly, I only made one new friend. I tried joining a club, but It felt awkward not knowing anyone, and no one seemed to want to start a conversation about anything. very awkward. I just wanted to put my head down and walk out. I feel like i present myself in a way where people don't want to talk to me.
Any suggestions?