i have a huge question about religion and beliefs. i need as many opinions

VannessaA

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as possible!!? ok, i consider myself a christian because i beleive in god, im a good person and i pray. i dont go to church because i get uncomfortable and impatient.... im an impatient person. i have tried to go and listen but i get so tired and bored i almost fall asleep. i honestly cant help it.
i am 22 years old and i like to go to partys and clubs and bars and drink. i smoke weed on occasion. i have a boyfriend who i have sex with even tho im not married. i love things that are dangerous and taboo. i listen to metal and curse like a sailor. this is my lifestyle. i like these things. i like them a lot and i dont want to quit.
however, my mom has told me im going to hell at the rate im at. i dont consider what im doing to be that terrible. she says in order to be accepted in to heaven i need to stop going out and drinking and stop having sex and smoking weed and ciggarettes and live christ like.... but honestly, if i did all of that i think id be bored out of my mind! the sex i completely understand. but why do i have to stop going out and go to church and cursing and smoking?

someone please make sense of this!!! i need honest opinions please.

i just dont want to live a boring life. i love the craziness of it!! but i wanna go to heaven and it breaks my heart to think that i may go to hell for what i do in life.
none of you people are helping. i need someone who actually beleives in god and religion.

what do you want me to elaborate on?
 
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