have you ever tried like to make out with your friend that was the same sex???
iim having a bit of identity crisis im turning 18 this april i never had a girlfriend i just think that its sometihng that wasnt not necessery
i listend a lot to my friend going thur the drama of breaking up and thne within next few days they were back together
now however i did had like my first gay experience few weeks ago i kinda made out with my friend ive knows him for 5 years we were kissing and licking and playing with each other but we didnt not had sex we wanted me to give him oral but i could not do it
however i dont consider myself gay cause im not attracted to man but i do watch gay porn
at this moment i dont find any sex attractive maybe somethign will change after college and after moving out from my parent i came from a very strict family
my mom is like when you will get a girlfriend and hse only asks me that cause most of my cousin that are my age have girlfriend or boyfriend and i told her that im not really into that so she even tried to set up a date for me with some girl that acctualy was her friends daughter
also right now i really try ot look after myself i lose a lot of weight and i have the confidence back i really watch what i wear, what i eat, the whole grooming i hate facial and body hair so i have ot shave everyday i shave my armpits every week i trim and somtimes wax the hair below the waist ,i started wearing "guyliner" but not anytihing that will be really noticeable( but thats only to school when my parent leave the house for work) maybe im a bit metro i live in NYC
so i dont know what to even call myself like if my friend ask me if i have someone i will change the subject of the conversation
i mean i do like girls but as friends i have some really nice girl friends rest of thme are bi_tches from HS who only are gossiping bout others as ofr guys i never really had a good relationship with any of them from pre-school till now i just dont have the same"tongue as they do"
i dont know what to say ot them what ot talk about
but i have the same language with girls i love going shopping spending hours in malls going out in the town
i dont have anytihgn againt gays i think that they are wonderful and really caring people ,really sensitive and are always there when you need them hopefuly the laws will change someone and gay marriages will be legal and i think that gay celebs like rosie o'donnell ,ellen degenerous,portia de rossi,elton john,t.r knight nail patrick are making a great exaple for the society
iim having a bit of identity crisis im turning 18 this april i never had a girlfriend i just think that its sometihng that wasnt not necessery
i listend a lot to my friend going thur the drama of breaking up and thne within next few days they were back together
now however i did had like my first gay experience few weeks ago i kinda made out with my friend ive knows him for 5 years we were kissing and licking and playing with each other but we didnt not had sex we wanted me to give him oral but i could not do it
however i dont consider myself gay cause im not attracted to man but i do watch gay porn
at this moment i dont find any sex attractive maybe somethign will change after college and after moving out from my parent i came from a very strict family
my mom is like when you will get a girlfriend and hse only asks me that cause most of my cousin that are my age have girlfriend or boyfriend and i told her that im not really into that so she even tried to set up a date for me with some girl that acctualy was her friends daughter
also right now i really try ot look after myself i lose a lot of weight and i have the confidence back i really watch what i wear, what i eat, the whole grooming i hate facial and body hair so i have ot shave everyday i shave my armpits every week i trim and somtimes wax the hair below the waist ,i started wearing "guyliner" but not anytihing that will be really noticeable( but thats only to school when my parent leave the house for work) maybe im a bit metro i live in NYC
so i dont know what to even call myself like if my friend ask me if i have someone i will change the subject of the conversation
i mean i do like girls but as friends i have some really nice girl friends rest of thme are bi_tches from HS who only are gossiping bout others as ofr guys i never really had a good relationship with any of them from pre-school till now i just dont have the same"tongue as they do"
i dont know what to say ot them what ot talk about
but i have the same language with girls i love going shopping spending hours in malls going out in the town
i dont have anytihgn againt gays i think that they are wonderful and really caring people ,really sensitive and are always there when you need them hopefuly the laws will change someone and gay marriages will be legal and i think that gay celebs like rosie o'donnell ,ellen degenerous,portia de rossi,elton john,t.r knight nail patrick are making a great exaple for the society