I'm at sixth form college and i've recently discovered that i'm gay, and nobody knows yet, i'm a little shy, i don't have too many friends, but i feel really lonely. When i feel really close to a boy i just want to tell him everything, i don't just want a relationship but also want a close friend. But it really hurts. I don't think i'm really ugly but when i compare myself to other lads my age i feel so different. I don't know what to do anymore, help please anyone. And serious answers please.