I'm such a bad person! I deserve to die.?

[Paperdoll94]

I hate things I do. I just want to be good. I can be so mean sometimes. I'm a really nice person, but sometimes if I haven't slept well; I can get very cranky. Sometimes I get depressed. My depression turns into angry. Im just disgusted with myself. How do I allow myself to be mean to people who love me? It happens at some of the worst times too. I will just start panicking. In the process, I will just start running off at the mouth. I'm so sorry. I wish I could take it all back. I'd do everything right. I'm so ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live . I can't stop crying. I hope God doesn't hate me. I just want to be the person I am at heart .

 

[DrDeanCrosby]

No reason to panic let alone die;you are an excellent candidate for Christian counseling. Contact me,I'll help you free.

 

[WiseCrack]

None of your grumbling is worth dying.It is a normal to feel bad at times.

 

[Pet]

Lol if you consider yourself a bad person which I believe your aren't...Hell is here on earth, that's where we all pay for our sins.