Is something wrong with me..am I boy repellent?

mlylate

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Seriously..i'm grading soon, and i've never had a boyfriend. & Whenever i'm around guys they just seem to look away and occupy themselves instead of paying any attention to me, when I'm trying to talk to them. I'll admit i am a bit quiet, but its just who i am, especially around new people. But after a short while, and i get comfortable around them, i'm a completely different person, not quiet at all. I can't help it. I truely am a nice person. Good taste in music, great friend, i have good goals in life, and many time's i've been told i'm beautiful, i try my best at everything i do, and im unique, I'm always there for people. I just don't get it..All my life I've been thinking somethings wrong with me, because not once in my life has a guy wanted to go on a date with me, let alone say something like 'heey, wanna hang out?'
I've tried LDRs before. And both times they failed horribly, but each a different reason.
I'm just tired of being alone. Hearing all the time the girls at school talking away about their boyfriends and such makes me feel like I'm missing out, and that i'm not good enough for some reason. I see girls that are completely different from me with a guy around their arm and I always wonder why that can never happen to me but it can happen to her.
I know you can't just get a guy that would want to be with you, I get that I know. I know it takes time and there has to be a mutal feeling, i'm not dumb.
Is there something wrong with me? Am i not 'good' enough for any guy?
Even if i was just friends with a guy, is that too much to ask for? :[
 
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