long distance realtionships for 16,17 year olds? advice plss? :/?

[borntodance]

Ok so I really care about this guy we'll call him mark, back in NY. We've had a pretty roughish road trying to get along, but we always end up liking each other again. Some info I'll ad to gie some important insight would be : 1. we haven't met 2. we talked via webcam/phone for about a year and a half 3. he speaks spanish and is learning english 4. he makes me feel special 5. I can't give up on him 6. every part of me just wants to meet him and see how we get along, but I'm only a junior in highschool so theres not much I can do 7. he "cheated" on me within the first couple months we "met" 8. I can't help but open up to him again 9. I have this weird trust in him that I keep fighting because I'm afraid of getting hurt. but thats just life. I need help girls. I don't have any friends to really tell me whats up because noone knows him really, except me and MAYBE my mom 10. hes spoken with my mom before and yes, it is weird to me because I don't want them speaking spanish all the time and I'll never fully understand some things. which brings me to 11. I'm shy and its really hard for me to put myself out there. If I trust him again, its really going to hurt if it dosen't work out. help pls? I could go on and on but thats pretty much it. Oh yeah and I live in SD. 12. i love dance .and want to become a dancer so going to NY will most likey and probably be in my plans at some point. I really want to see him too.13. At one point my parents told me that I could go to NY to see him by plane of course. I was damn ready to go see him.