is like hell !!! We argue? And fight all the time. I feel ysome outside influence strongly!! male or female i dont even try to figure it out anymore. I feel like someones painting a bad picture of me nd making her hate me evenmore. I feel this other person knows me just cause when i talk about my pass she gives me a look that she doesnt believe what im saying or already knows. I tried to talk to her but its really no use. I wanna make this work for the.kids and also cause i love her! It seems like everytime things get better and i leave to work and come back home shes a diffrent person. I dont know what to do??? Im so mentally tired but i cant stop fighting for her!