I can't help but feel a bond and then crush with many gay guys. I know that you might think I'm being melodramatic or just plain silly, but I feel as if I should have been born a gay boy instead of a girl. I don't think that I'm transgendered, because i don't feel trapped in my body or anything, I do find straight guys attractive as well, I just have an unfortunate attraction to gay guys...unfortunate because I strongly doubt the feelings will ever be mutual. I'm just confused as to how I could be sexually attracted to both gay and straight men? Maybe even more to gays? D: