...minute..and next minute its different..? i dont go out much,as i find it hard to get close to ppl.
i have troubles with trust,but its fine bcoz i am used to being alone.
Sometimes i just get sad,when my family bullies me about it( inc my mom,and i dont have a dad. But my older two siblings are very popular and they tease me about it,but it does get better sometimes)
anyway..the real issue.
my mom recently was listening to some ''cute teen love''music..and i said i thought it was silly to be in love as a young teen(only my opinion,for me....i dont mind for others)..but she said it was really cute and its one of the best feelings ever bcoz there aren't any worries like grown up love has to deal with. However,when i go out with a boy(does not have to be a guy i like but just a mate) then she needs to know EVERYTHING...not as in curious but strict and mean. And i feel very not close to her ( a lot happened) but she is giving me mixed signals,one that i ca have a bf etc and one that i cant.
i never had anyone,i actually never kissed any guy before.I had the little holding hands etc in primary school. but thats it. I am the youngest (im 15 in 2 days)...so could that be an issue? or what? i dot understand her...
help?
i have troubles with trust,but its fine bcoz i am used to being alone.
Sometimes i just get sad,when my family bullies me about it( inc my mom,and i dont have a dad. But my older two siblings are very popular and they tease me about it,but it does get better sometimes)
anyway..the real issue.
my mom recently was listening to some ''cute teen love''music..and i said i thought it was silly to be in love as a young teen(only my opinion,for me....i dont mind for others)..but she said it was really cute and its one of the best feelings ever bcoz there aren't any worries like grown up love has to deal with. However,when i go out with a boy(does not have to be a guy i like but just a mate) then she needs to know EVERYTHING...not as in curious but strict and mean. And i feel very not close to her ( a lot happened) but she is giving me mixed signals,one that i ca have a bf etc and one that i cant.
i never had anyone,i actually never kissed any guy before.I had the little holding hands etc in primary school. but thats it. I am the youngest (im 15 in 2 days)...so could that be an issue? or what? i dot understand her...
help?