...should i be ashamed if? anyone heard. i used to be very very disturbed by some people and i was like stuck nowhere and it was time when i had no one to talk to. i know i did wrong but what happened to me was very wrong at my place. and being abusive was the only way to get rid of that person. nothing else worked. i am at peace now. and that abusive persona was not me it was a protective shield i put on to protect harm to myself. now when everything is over should i worry what people might think of me or i should just put back that phase of life behind and move on with positive things to do.