This all happened to me within the week.
- A old man slowly pedals his bike past me, all of a sudden he stops his bike and says darling you need to get one of these it will do you some good, I was so shocked as he pedaled away.
-As I was walking in a fast pace a old guy who was cleaning off the leaves of a companies parking area he calls me over, being the nice person I came over and say hi and whats wrong, he had a heavy Haitian accent, but was able to say that am fat...........I was so shocked he called me over to tell me something I already knew?
-After that walk I was hurt, but decided to weigh, I went into Publix to weigh and all of a sudden this guy in his 30's who was fat himself (somehow its ok to be a guy and fat) his face all red from walking had the nerve to watch me get on the scale!! So I backed off pretending to look at coupons to wait until he left instead he walked off laughing and said maybe I shouldn't got fat in the first place!!!
-The next day I decided to get on the scale since I skipped it from last time, but I saw a boy who was like 10-11 years of age sitting on the scale so I said forget it and as I began to walk out the boy said under his breath that my fat a$$ needs to get on it! I walked out fast and just went home to lay down.
-Today I decided to walk to Publix (takes me 30 min to do so and its good for burning extra calories) I get there and waited for my turn to weigh. All of a sudden this older guy gets a little annoyed that am taking off my shoes too slow and tells me to get on! I am like um........hi? And I told him I don't need him watching me, he says no go on I bet your 210 pounds..........I am really 289 (due to height 5'10 people get confused) I tell him I don't need him watching so he gets on and says see.......am like ok. So I go out of the store waiting for him to give up wanting to watch my weight. So I come back thinking he is gone, but find him near the scale pretending to look at other items and peeking over to see if I got on yet! I told him to stop. So he slowly wonders off and out of no where another guy comes and tells me to get on the scale and he will not look..........I was like no! And then he said let me hold your bags so you can get on and I say I can hold put them down next to me..........we went back and forth. I just stormed out of the store wanting to cry so bad!!!! I decided to will walk to Publix at 6:30am so I can wait to go in when the doors first open so it won't be too many people wanting to see if they guess the weight right of the fatie.
*Things I hate:
That people feel its ok to mistreat me due to my size. I have tons of stories and people being rude doesn't help at all makes it worse. The sad part is am losing weight!! They feel that am not on a diet and have not lost weight they just see a fat person!!! Most people think am a healthy weight.............somehow. But these types get on my nerves.
So what am eating cheese cake and drinking soda how do you know am not on a low calories diet? Or thats the first thing I ate today?
- A old man slowly pedals his bike past me, all of a sudden he stops his bike and says darling you need to get one of these it will do you some good, I was so shocked as he pedaled away.
-As I was walking in a fast pace a old guy who was cleaning off the leaves of a companies parking area he calls me over, being the nice person I came over and say hi and whats wrong, he had a heavy Haitian accent, but was able to say that am fat...........I was so shocked he called me over to tell me something I already knew?
-After that walk I was hurt, but decided to weigh, I went into Publix to weigh and all of a sudden this guy in his 30's who was fat himself (somehow its ok to be a guy and fat) his face all red from walking had the nerve to watch me get on the scale!! So I backed off pretending to look at coupons to wait until he left instead he walked off laughing and said maybe I shouldn't got fat in the first place!!!
-The next day I decided to get on the scale since I skipped it from last time, but I saw a boy who was like 10-11 years of age sitting on the scale so I said forget it and as I began to walk out the boy said under his breath that my fat a$$ needs to get on it! I walked out fast and just went home to lay down.
-Today I decided to walk to Publix (takes me 30 min to do so and its good for burning extra calories) I get there and waited for my turn to weigh. All of a sudden this older guy gets a little annoyed that am taking off my shoes too slow and tells me to get on! I am like um........hi? And I told him I don't need him watching me, he says no go on I bet your 210 pounds..........I am really 289 (due to height 5'10 people get confused) I tell him I don't need him watching so he gets on and says see.......am like ok. So I go out of the store waiting for him to give up wanting to watch my weight. So I come back thinking he is gone, but find him near the scale pretending to look at other items and peeking over to see if I got on yet! I told him to stop. So he slowly wonders off and out of no where another guy comes and tells me to get on the scale and he will not look..........I was like no! And then he said let me hold your bags so you can get on and I say I can hold put them down next to me..........we went back and forth. I just stormed out of the store wanting to cry so bad!!!! I decided to will walk to Publix at 6:30am so I can wait to go in when the doors first open so it won't be too many people wanting to see if they guess the weight right of the fatie.
*Things I hate:
That people feel its ok to mistreat me due to my size. I have tons of stories and people being rude doesn't help at all makes it worse. The sad part is am losing weight!! They feel that am not on a diet and have not lost weight they just see a fat person!!! Most people think am a healthy weight.............somehow. But these types get on my nerves.
So what am eating cheese cake and drinking soda how do you know am not on a low calories diet? Or thats the first thing I ate today?