pseudonymn
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anger!? Bad week!
day 1: boyfriend of 1 year and i broke up. basically he's tired of waiting, cause i'm not attracted enough to him, though we get on quite well otherwise, for the most part
day 2: truck skimmed my car while it was parked and i was in it. insurance covers it, his fault, slight pain in neck and back and shoulder (already had some but it was getting better)
3 hours for tow, 4 hours in emergency to have them wonder if i was lying about my pain and trouble moving my shoulder (i had trouble moving my shoulder before)
day 3: gave a class that i have to prepare for 10 hours and it didn't go that well, students, of mixed levels, weren't happy (tired-they have 4 hours of class before mine with only 15 min break! )
day 4: ok
day 5: physiotherapist said my shoulder was worse because of accident, so i have to stop exercising it for a while to avoid serious setback. went to regular free-time activity. one well-off woman there always have parties and last year invited me to 4 in a row and suddenly stopped inviting me for past few months. whereas she invites almost all of my friends. i have no idea why. it feels too wierd to say 'why don't you invite me to your party'.
so i went to this activity and just did my activity but avoided smiling at or talking to almost everyone unless they came up to see me, in which case i was minimalist in my response.
i looked at my accounts and see though i am working hard and as much as possible, i am not even close to making enough, on a yearly basis, to meet my expenses, frugal or not.
a friend was supposed to call me to possibly meet, but definitely call, and he didn't call, nor call the next day.
on the positive side, i'm a teacher and all the rest of my classes have gone well, and we are having fun in them.
i have one good new friend and neighbor.
i have savings from house sale (i'm renting now) so i'm not starving.
day 1: boyfriend of 1 year and i broke up. basically he's tired of waiting, cause i'm not attracted enough to him, though we get on quite well otherwise, for the most part
day 2: truck skimmed my car while it was parked and i was in it. insurance covers it, his fault, slight pain in neck and back and shoulder (already had some but it was getting better)
3 hours for tow, 4 hours in emergency to have them wonder if i was lying about my pain and trouble moving my shoulder (i had trouble moving my shoulder before)
day 3: gave a class that i have to prepare for 10 hours and it didn't go that well, students, of mixed levels, weren't happy (tired-they have 4 hours of class before mine with only 15 min break! )
day 4: ok
day 5: physiotherapist said my shoulder was worse because of accident, so i have to stop exercising it for a while to avoid serious setback. went to regular free-time activity. one well-off woman there always have parties and last year invited me to 4 in a row and suddenly stopped inviting me for past few months. whereas she invites almost all of my friends. i have no idea why. it feels too wierd to say 'why don't you invite me to your party'.
so i went to this activity and just did my activity but avoided smiling at or talking to almost everyone unless they came up to see me, in which case i was minimalist in my response.
i looked at my accounts and see though i am working hard and as much as possible, i am not even close to making enough, on a yearly basis, to meet my expenses, frugal or not.
a friend was supposed to call me to possibly meet, but definitely call, and he didn't call, nor call the next day.
on the positive side, i'm a teacher and all the rest of my classes have gone well, and we are having fun in them.
i have one good new friend and neighbor.
i have savings from house sale (i'm renting now) so i'm not starving.