You tend to be an inward person at times and reflect deeply while other times you open up and express how you feel to those you care about. You can make your friends laugh sometimes and other times can make people close to you feel a little awkward.
There was a time you thought about breaking up but then you felt you didn't want to. You missed him and wanted him back even though he hurt your feelings and you harbored those feelings deep inside.
Your boyfriend? I see someone who tends to be sincere when he is with you and drifts away from you when he is away from you. The longer he is away, the more unsure he is about what he wants. Sometimes he really makes you feel needed and other times he confuses you.
When Christmas time comes, you will be very busy and will feel a little sad that things didn't work out in some ways but happy and content.
You will contemplate really starting what you have put off for quite some time for the New Year.
Deciding to let your boyfriend have his space will allow you to have what you've been wanting to do.