sickestkid
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- Nov 11, 2010
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ok so i'm 17 years old and my girlfriend is 16 and we've been dating a little over one year on and off. when we first started dating i was kinda inexperienced and i used to break up with her and get right together after a day to a week after every fight. other than that we where good she was my everything and i wanted to spend all the time possible with her, we spent almost everyday of last winter together and it was the best time of my life i never been happier and it was always fun. after about 3 months we lost of virginity to each other and soon after i lost interest and dumped her and got with a rebond in hope of feeling that feeling i felt earlier and she talked to my best friend, but i soon realized even though the butterflies and the excitement was gone she meant too much just to throw away so i broke up with my at the time girlfriend and got back with her. things where iffy and around after 3 months we hardly seen each other and when we did someone was always around so we didn't have any alone time and she broke up with me out of no where. we seriously fell out, she got mad at me cause her best friend liked me, they fought. i was talking to one of my childhood friends i've knew forever but that didn't work and then i was messing around with this other girl but soon stopped after i talked to my girlfriend and we where "friends". it had been like 2 or 3 months at this point since we broke up and we where talking alot online and on the phone and stuff. we made plans to hang out one day and i wasn't planning to do anything but we kinda hooked up and before i knew it we where friends with benefits. the spark was back at this point, i missed her so much and it just felt brand new but soon cut short she randomly started dating this dude and we stopped talking because i was scared to make it official knowing how it always went.
well i guess she broke up with him cause she claims it didn't feel right being with anyone else and i poured my heart out to her (hard for me cause i put up walls) and we got back together once again.. first time hanging out it was kinda weird but we got over it. things where okay at best at the beginning then we hardly seen each other and we talked if it was worth it and we started seeing each a little bit more but now we see each other maybe once and week but she chills with the dude she smokes with several times a week and there really isn't any passion. seems like it went to a relationship based on passion and love to one that pretty much revolves around sex.. it seems like she is starting to careless (like she can careless if i ditch her but she use to call me off the hook if we had plans, stuff like that) as i matured and just started. like i'm still in love with her and i care about her more than anyone else but i'm really trying but i'm losing interest. it's been 4 months now but its getting harder as the days pass with more doubts. i want it to work but i just miss how things used to be when it was perfect. what should i do?
well i guess she broke up with him cause she claims it didn't feel right being with anyone else and i poured my heart out to her (hard for me cause i put up walls) and we got back together once again.. first time hanging out it was kinda weird but we got over it. things where okay at best at the beginning then we hardly seen each other and we talked if it was worth it and we started seeing each a little bit more but now we see each other maybe once and week but she chills with the dude she smokes with several times a week and there really isn't any passion. seems like it went to a relationship based on passion and love to one that pretty much revolves around sex.. it seems like she is starting to careless (like she can careless if i ditch her but she use to call me off the hook if we had plans, stuff like that) as i matured and just started. like i'm still in love with her and i care about her more than anyone else but i'm really trying but i'm losing interest. it's been 4 months now but its getting harder as the days pass with more doubts. i want it to work but i just miss how things used to be when it was perfect. what should i do?