ones,maybe the sissy ugly ones!? I'm 14 in 9th grade I'm ugly and sissy and I am sexually confused I like boys I'm attracted to guys and I check them out alot,how come I cant be like the straight guys who are cute act like normal guys walk,talk normal,are manly,masculine,tough some are atheletic,listen to hip hop/rap,naybe the ugly sissy black guys are gay!