montanaone2003
New member
I have been raised a catholic all my life. I truly believed that god was looking out for me since I have such a horrible life growing up. (sexual abuse, parental abuse, friends taking advantage of me and having no real friends) But, l have really needed Gods and Marys help. I have begged for their help since I have no one else to ask for help from (no living family). I just don't know what to do. I really feel like my faith is failing me. I have only asked for help once in my life and it was answered. What do I do? I have nothing else to fall back on. Should I try to look into myself and find the strength to carry on or go with my feelings and look for a spiritual connection?