He told me joking that if he does not finish college he might as well just end him self. I think he was joking but i did have friend of mine a long time a go joke about the same thing and she killed her self.
He told me he will never date if he does not have a good job cuz what girl will want him?
Also he put way to much pressure on him self and when he falls short he hard on him self. also he said I feel like I'm "the piece of shit at the center of the universe." It's a paradox. You feel like you're so shitty you ruin everything, but you're so important and powerful that you caused it, that you actually are to blame for everything. I'm doing the best I can, and maybe that's enough.
I don't think I've achieved my potential because I haven't worked that hard and I haven't found the right angles. There's all these things I've fucked up. If I had only stayed focused, I would have been further along. It's this constant feeling of not having achieved enough.
I worry about him and do not think he will hurt him self but you never know.
He told me he will never date if he does not have a good job cuz what girl will want him?
Also he put way to much pressure on him self and when he falls short he hard on him self. also he said I feel like I'm "the piece of shit at the center of the universe." It's a paradox. You feel like you're so shitty you ruin everything, but you're so important and powerful that you caused it, that you actually are to blame for everything. I'm doing the best I can, and maybe that's enough.
I don't think I've achieved my potential because I haven't worked that hard and I haven't found the right angles. There's all these things I've fucked up. If I had only stayed focused, I would have been further along. It's this constant feeling of not having achieved enough.
I worry about him and do not think he will hurt him self but you never know.